well hello there winter

ive never seen so much snow! when i woke up this morning i litterally felt like i was in a winter wonderland, haha that sounded really lame. oh well. but seriously, i dont think i really noticed it much last winter becuase i was so caught up in getting unpacked and making sure my grades stayed somewhat up. i say "somewhat" becuase my grades have never been, and will probably never be, perfect. but now that my tonsils have been taken out, ive been spending a lot of my winter break just staring out my bedroom window. its relaxing. its beautiful. i actually appreciate kansas now. its nice that ive finally reached this sense of peace about moving. i'll always be able to say that i spent my childhood in california, but the whole growing up part is really taking place in kansas. i mean, i'm getting my license really soon, i just had my sixteenth birthday and i'm almost half way done with high school. i like growing up. ok that's all for now.